blast from the past..

I can only imagine, What it's like to sacrifice. How it feels to do without.
What it takes to pay the price. To offer all I have
I can only imagine For myself, I live in greed.
I can only imagine What it's like to be alone. How it feels to be rejected,
How to get by on my own, To never share a secret, To feel empty deep inside.
I can only imagine For myself, I live in pride.
I can only imagine What it's like to be abused, How it feels to lie awake Feeling angry, tired and bruised.
To have no friend to turn to, Filled with rage I can't release.
I can only imagine For myself, I live in peace.
I can only imagine What it's like to know such pain, How it feels to wake each morning With a past I can't explain,
To live a constant nightmare That no else can parallel.
I can only imagine But for them, they live in Hell

It was the grieved in my life when was left alone by the one I really love. I cried like a baby.
I was taught that a man wasn't suppose to cry but I cant help it, it was really painful. I was so depressed, I felt everyone was against me. I asked myself, why this things need to be happened.