im not entirely sure whats life ahead, probably all my experience had the effect of settling my mind not to think, or probably im too scared to face reality, that’s why i always escape for mere diversion and waited for the world to begin shaping up outside

i had imagined many times that there’s a door of fun with no boredom, that would open and let me walk through and be in there,

but most of the time, what i see is a wolf, wolf is like a boredom behind the door waiting outside, and ready to eat me