you want to feel better about yourself.

im a dirt-poor alcoholic, most people would think i was confined to an insane asylum ,im veritable loser’s manifesto, I am the self-consumer of my woes D:

but that doesnt give you the right to talk about me behind my back if you want to feel better about yourself.
Think you’re so special? Maybe you’re actually just a gob of spit floating in the spit-bowl .
and if you think its a joke, fuck! its a incongruous joke...
and dont tell me those absurd lame excuse that they already knew it.
you just putting myself in a most awkward predicament..

you cannot bring back what you've said

its not that im freakin scared of what people may think about me..
DILIIGAF! (do i look like i give a fuck!)
i mean.. if they gonna ask me, ill answer it upfront,
its just i think , i dont have to say it out-loud.

but what the heck.....uve done it..
im not mad or fuming with rage about what uve said, im just hurt that you have to do it, instead of waiting for me to said it myself.

this shall pass