Maybe i could...

when you've found a reason to walk away,
never look back , just keep walking.

for its better to get lost moving on,
than to get stuck and stranded broken

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someone had just sent me this quotes, and it had pushed everything suddenly into a perspective for me. perspective that i didnt want to see. because if i admitted to the truth of it , it would mean that i have to change my ways.
could i live like that?
maybe it wouldn't be easy. in fact it would be downright miserable.
but maybe i should.
maybe i could.
but i couldn't make that decision right now, it hurt too much, i'd think about something else.

but u seemed to be in tune with my thoughts,
your image rolled through my head.

i have to try coming up with something else to think about.
but all that came up is the question that " how can i make this pain go away'?