unnoticed...

Its really hard to like someone but holding off because of you role barrier.
i wonder why it always have to be the basis,
why cant both agree not to make it as a center of a relationship,
not make to think about it and not to make it a big deal.
everything could possibly work, I guess? arggggg i dont know , im not really sure.
is it possible? is it gonna work?

I dont wanna think that it wont last,
but i do know that everyone has its own need, and if that needs doesnt fulfilled by each other,
more likely you'll seek someone who could give your needs, uhhmm i dont really know, i mean, for me i guess i could deal without thinking about the role and needs with someone i like, i believed that it could be sacrifice if you really love each other,

but of course i know that relationship is not just about one person satisfied, i dont wanna be selfish.
but i believed that i dont need to change just to be like by someone i like.

i guess its not just about love in a non conventional relationship, i guess role matters.

but its hard to convince myself to stop liking someone just because our role doesnt meet, its not easy to convince myself that im not in love with someone when you see that person everyday and your damn heart whisper " here we go again "
again i go unnoticed..