sorely wounded...

im sorely wounded and fatally disillusioned in my trek across the disintegrating so called life,
but that's actually helpful, sometimes malign,
i learned to survive in a world where old certainties have been swept away

it may not it look like it seems,
but this is juts a start,
i will take life as a daunting task,
and i will try.

as i keep and sick and tired of saying
"im the guy who dont plan , and just live on a day to day basis"
doesnt mean i cant be better, hell yeah , i cant be perfect, but ill try to make it better
but im not gonna do it for others, im gonna do it for myself