i know

i know in my heart its over
You just want me for a drinking buddy..to be there with you in a booze party
I realize more each moment,Your love is at the end.
you just want me when you feel like having sex
I find it hard to look at you, It still hurts to see your face
I can't forget how good you felt
I miss your kiss with passion. ohh those days
at home, at work, and everywhere I'm lost and all alone
I've heard it said "Time heals all wounds"
I can only hope its true.
Right now it seems unlikely, Because I'm still in love with you

Tears are falling from my drowsy eyes, as I sit and cry alone.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try to write.for this is my only outlet, and microsft word and noptepad can only listen to me

I have so much pain, I'm hurt a lot, I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart. no one seems to understands,
dont know how to hide this weakness.I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end.

love hurts so much, like a thousand stabbing knives, stabing directly in my heart.
especially when you have all this pain, that you wish you could deny.

I'm so sore right now, my heart is racing fast, I wish I could forget all this, and leave it in the fucking damn past.
but there will always be a memory, a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other from the past ,
and in my heart I'll hold. I will always hold this memory even though you won't care, and the scar you left in my heart will always be there.

i thought

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,that love is real, and exists in me.
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?Why do I love you? I think and smile,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,but all you really must know is my love for you is real.
lost with you forever is where I want to be.I wish to stay entrapped forever With you for all eternity.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy you Always send chills down my spine.and put butterfly on my stomach

i still do

i wanted to tell you this , but i dont wanna scared you away because of my emotion, i dont want this to put line between our just started friendship.

i dont want you to leave me again,,
im just bit confuse and bothered coz i was thinking that seeing someone you used to loved and made your heart bleed is like scratching the wound and makin it bleed once more.
but right at this moment i dont care as long as im with you and i am so much happy just seeing you

i just wanna be with you
i need you, i want you and i love you..

mahirap magmahal , lalo na sa tao na nasaktan ka na... sa una kang masarap... sa huli ako lan din ang iiyak..
pero ano ba naman yung konting luha , kumpara sa di masukat na saya pag kasama kita....