Tears are falling from my drowsy eyes, as I sit and cry alone.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try to write.for this is my only outlet, and microsft word and noptepad can only listen to me

I have so much pain, I'm hurt a lot, I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart. no one seems to understands,
dont know how to hide this weakness.I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end.

love hurts so much, like a thousand stabbing knives, stabing directly in my heart.
especially when you have all this pain, that you wish you could deny.

I'm so sore right now, my heart is racing fast, I wish I could forget all this, and leave it in the fucking damn past.
but there will always be a memory, a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other from the past ,
and in my heart I'll hold. I will always hold this memory even though you won't care, and the scar you left in my heart will always be there.