why?

why i have this feelin that i gave everythin but its not enough?
why is it who's older has to understand,?
why is it who understand always has to sacrifice, ?
why is it evrythin seems not turned out right.?

damn! why some people just dont learned , they feel its not right but they still follow thier heart?

was it beacause they were afraid, that if they lose something they can't have it back?

what if that thing they have doesnt make them happy anymore?

wasnt they were just holding on it, beacause they afraid to start over again to find happiness.

afraid getting back to square one..


what if lettin go is just the answer? , answer that weve been searching our whole life.
what if lettin go will lead us to find real real happiness?

but theres no such thing as forever happiness...


oh god i realy dont know what to do and what to think.....

is this just another test of a relatonship?

how many test should i overcome?

how many? how long?