still her....!!!

Even I hated her cat and her friends, it’ll take more than a night of shots and strippers to get her out of my system. im now even afraid of the dark and silence, afraid to be alone,

Coz every time im alone in the dark and silence , I can’t help but think about her. think about why she left me .? think why im always being left alone.?

“men often need longer (than women) to recover from break up” Coz men are used to just be quite and not telling anyone what the problem is.

My best bet is to find someone new. But until then, I’ve got to find a route or diversion. for me not think about her

Hmmmm…. What should I do.?

Ahhhh.. I know,

I have to do things im good at .

Whip up my famous pesto sauce

Change my water color set and my charcoal stick

I’ll do anything that reminds me of my skills and talents.

Or I go out often with my friends.

I’ll wrote down all her habits that drove me crazy and the bad fights we had,

Put it near my desktop and phone, to fight the urges of calling her.

So I could step back and review my mind why our relationship didn’t work

I am thinkin of goin out tonight, hook up with some swingers. He..he..he..

But my leg is hurtin again, that’s what I’ve been feelin lately

Now what would I do.?

Ahhh… I’ll just spend all my time leveling up my MU character.

Ya ..ya.. that’s right, I’ll just play MU now , right now, as in now